Song: Blink 182 - DownI fricking hate it when my mood is beyond my control. I mean it's always been beyond my control, but when I'm happy, I can stop it from going down - most of the times. I can simply refuse to let myself be affected by the other stuff going on around me.
And today I nearly got in an argument with some people around. And I fricking hate it because they knew I wasn't in the best state of mind to begin with, so they don't push their way through like they normally do, to spice up an 'intellectual' discussion. I hate feeling like I have to make people compromise with me, because they don't have a choice. Cos of my fricking fluctuating moods. Actually I do know half the cause of my mood. But, it's not even important. Ugh. Hate it hate it hate it.
And I hate it more when people notice it. Somehow. Because it's an indication that it's been so obvious and annoying them. I think.
Bloody hell. This has to happen when people require me to help cheer them up. Greeeeat. Great, great, great.
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BRIGHTER DAYS ARE TO COME YOUR WAY MY DEAR.
*chocolate high
awwh thanks, dear. chocolates! god damn it, i need chocolates! :p
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