ramblings, basically.

I was talking to Esther earlier, and we began our whole list of celebrity crushes. Maaaaan, there are a lot of celebrities I would so date. lol

1. Ben Adams
   Okay I adored him long enough for him to make it to this list.
2. Bosson
   I totally admired the way he treated his fans ;-) Great charisma, so I thought. Heck of a lovely person. Looks cute occasionally. Lol Let's not go into the embarrassing period I was nuts about him.
3. Jimmy Fallon
   For the sake of it, I think I would die of laughter. And he IS cute. In the oddest ways. LOL
4. Ashton Kutcher
   We all know this. :) He is C.U.T.E. haha
5. Colin Farrell
   I can spend the entire evening ogling at him, really.
6. Damien Fahey
   Top of the list perhaps. My absolute favourite VJ! :D Followed by Utt of course, but I doubt I wanna date Utt. Damien, whoosh!
7. John Jonsson
   Hahaha. Okay sometimes he looks cute sometimes he doesn't. Still!
   

Heh. I thought it was fun to think of that. lol Other lists - thoughts of today...

I hate...

• being moody, which I currently am.
• irregular period, which I currently am having, hence the previous point.
• kids playing card games in the freaking library. WHY on earth would people play cards in the library, can anyone enlighten me? They looked like primary school kids.
• waiting for 18th Nov to come.
• being stuck in this island.
• missing people. Getting pissy. They're a whirlwind of emotions, really.
• my cousin's computer for being down.
• being disappointed or disappointing people.
• not being acknowledged.
  
• being alone, lost or even confused in my own thoughts.
  
• phlegm being stuck in my throat for eons. It's like totally blocking the passageway.
• my brother sometimes. He was getting on my nerves earlier.
• my sweaty feet (like my palms being sweaty isn't enough!) and my legs slip off my slippers and I walk like a freaking tortoise. No wonder I get blisters all the time. That's it, gonna wear shoes from now on.
  

I love...

• the brown sweater I saw earlier that is so gorgeous and it has a hood. It's not oversized but I'm so gonna get it tomorrow.
• sipping hot coffee when I'm feeling cold, stoning away, or being deep in my own thoughts, with nothing bothering me.
• being reassured.
  
• the thought of a break coming right up. I could really do with one. I can't stand feeling all that I've been feeling lately.
• my cousin cos I always feel happier when I talk to her on a bad day. And she never fails to perk me up, regardless of what I'm feeling or what I'm going through. And her instincts are amazing, she can totally tell what I'm feeling. Who said girls with complexed minds are bad? :)
• learning to pluck songs on the guitar. I just learnt another song yesterday which is so cool, I hope I manage to flaunt it to a few people before I forget how to. lol

Oh yeah and I hate studying for exams. Period. Too much hate + Too little love = Moody. Eew. I'm in such need of hugs lately I'm beginning to despise myself. Eew.

Happy belated Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya in advance!

posted by sh @ 7:16 pm